It's not about the amount or degree of the suffering. It's about the God of universe demonstrating what God is in person and seeing what sinful humanity would do to Him as a result. He died for you Lilith and your freedom to say what you want about Him. But unlike Prometheus and the other fallen gods of mythology He rose from the grave and lives in the hearts of those who receive Him. You're betting your life on a loser and one day the truth will be known. I hope you find it before it is too late.